Milk & Cookies

You can be my starchaser tonight..

ah, sorry. stuck in my head. (starchasers - charles hamilton) such a blah of a day for me. sometimes i feel like i make my days so horrible/lonely to benefit myself.. but hows is that helping? being lonely shapes character, my character is forever engraved already - why stay lonely? i bet this has something to do with my comfort zone.. im not sure, being around too many people just doesnt feel right to me.. especially when you're around those 'fake' friends. just you in a room filled with fake friends - that can drive a person to suicide on some real shxt. smallest thing to trigger your uncomfortable attitude and just go off on people.. then they look at YOU like you're the fake. thats how life is sometimes. well.. at least my life. but i surround myself with positive people anyway. life used to give me the runaround a WHILE back, i stopped pacing in that division and started my own lane to just coast in. if you're going through similar things, a similar problem, idk, just anything similar.. take my message and feel my words. thats honestly why i blog (for the most part) .. for people to nod their heads and go 'oh shit, he goes through that? well i go through this and this way of thinking could help me..' or just something like that. i wanna HELP people, not boast my own personality over a crappy ass blog site. #justsaying.. never try and say im not humble.

sidenote; more people should cosign this blog... #justsaying