Hahahaa. I miss blogging from the heart. It felt good. Rather than post pictures and videos, I can just chill and type up looong storys of advice and such while taking breaks and listening to CH & Kanye LOL.
..Or shall i blog about my musical
Oh RIGHT! hahaha.
ok. *serious face* ...
So many people have told me to write a project/mixtape for a nice mid summer release.. mid summer? i haven't started this project, so how could i possibly get it done mid summer? (just work OHDEE, nigga) - i kind of have a seperate life from music as well..? LOL and if i rushed it, this project would be very very lacking in substance. To write an actual project i'd need to get in the mind state of someone who is willing and devoted. I have yet to get into this mind state, although i always have music on the brain.
I think ima 'fix' up this blog.. Not fix, it doesn't need fixing.. It needs to be tuned. I think ima 'tune' up this blog.. Not tune, it doesn't need tuning.. I think ima 'change' up this blog.. Not change, it doesn't need changing.. etc...
*nods head to 124th and broadway* ... Am i losing my mind to this music? feels like im never going to be smart again. *nodding turns into a slow head bow..*
Mann, its been hot lately. Not just because its summer. Its just been HOT! ...why though?
Also, something else thats been on my mind, WHY do rappers get the LOUDEST mixtape hosters to host their damn mixtapes? Like.. ok.. im feeling this track... *nodding head to it* then all of a sudden... "DJ BLAHBLAHHHH ON THE 1'S AND 2'S, GREATEST EVERRR, *LOUD RECORD SPINS, MORE YELLING, STARTING THE TRACK OVER LIKE 5 TIMES AT THE WORST PART OF IT*" .... *nodding turns into giving my laptop a middle finger* WTF is this? ...Like jeez, be independent. I doubt those mixtape hosters even get respected for what they do. What DO they do?
Produce? No.
Help write tracks? No.
Spread the word? No. well.. sometimes. For the most part, FXCK NO.
i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t. which brings me back to the topic.. uhh.. (there was no topic. quit sniffing those white lines) .... < -- that nigga is ANNOYING! ok uhm. if i ever put out a mixtape it would NOT be a traditional mixtape. not the average 'hottest spitter on the planet' type. it would be more of a ... 'look deeper into the crystal ball of lies, because theres truth in this.. the truth is in each track'.... feel me? every track would carry the same message throughout. there wont be one random ass song with a catchy beat talking about seeing a girl in some random club and how i was starstruck, then go into some song about me being the hottest in the streets saying i have 'mad bitches' or something.. (especially when thats not true, mr. whipped lookin ass) <-- CHILLLLL.
anyway, a mixtape of mine would be more simple yet complex but definitley unique in its own. and i'd have to do alot of deeeeep thinking about it anyway..
Is this the most i've ever wrote? i doubt it.. naww i don't think so. but if so, what a bummer. i should write more. or type*, sorry, lets be realistic here hahaha. OKAY, KIDDOS. i'll leave you with this..
" " (but theres nothing in the quotes, idiot) ...i know.
*nods in agreement
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